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Reality Check, Anyone?

reality-check-ahead-signIn the absence of a dramatic relapse, it seems to take me weeks to recognize a downturn. And the thing that should really tip me off is my sudden inability to exercise.

But no. I spend weeks berating myself for not being able to do four or five workouts a week “like everyone else”. There doesn’t seem to be any middle ground between going full bore and feeling like it’s a major effort to drag myself out of bed to go to work three days a week. Where’s the Reality Check fairy when you need her?

Katja

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  1. fridawrites

    I’m also a self-berator–when I start to slow down with a major flare, I’m really annoyed and trying to do more but can’t. Then when it really kicks in (like the past few days), I have no choice and ‘understand’ my inability better.

    Hope this relapse is as short as possible for you.

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  2. weeble

    Reality Check Fairy. That’s a job I’d LOVE to apply for ;) Could I just go around randomly giving people unsolicited reality checks? It sounds too good to be true.

    I hope you start to get better soon.

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  3. Enjoying the Ride

    I’m PPMS, so I’m supposed to feel the same every day (except ever so slightly worse), but my ability to exercise is just all over the place.

    I ride a hand peddle bicycle (really tricycle) and some days I can do 5 miles and other days 2 miles, and I never know what kind of day it is going to be until about 1 mile.

    It is disappointing on those short ride days, but I’m getting better at not blaming myself for them.

    Mitch

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