I know exactly how stupid what I am about to write sounds.
Jody is right. I am doing too much.
I don’t want it to be too much. I want to do all the things I am doing. I want to help with the remodeling, to tile my own bathroom and paint my own walls. I love painting. I don’t want my husband to do all the work and have to worry about me as well.
I want the additional responsibility I’ve gotten at work. I should be able to do this, and do it well. I love that gleam they get in their eyes when they realise that I am someone who can do this work, and enjoy doing it.
Damn it. Damn it.